| Do you believe in love at first sight?? |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|04:28 am] |
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Well well well theres alot of crap going on lately! Jessicas' ex Dan told me he has a had a fiance for two years and didnt know how to tell her but little did he know she was with me when he text me. i used to think he was a nice guy but really hes a jerk man his fiance knew about jessica and she didnt even have a clue... how fucked up is that? well before i used to believe in love but now i think love sucks! Im so confused on whether not me and david are together or what? because i mean he told me he liked me and i told him i liked him alott! and then he said soemthing like so do i got you? and i was like what do you mean? and he was like whatever you want it to mean... so i said yeah you got me and hes like ok so then what do you want to do? im like hmm well "what ever happens happens"...<<--thats my new quote... do you like it? i do... but yah oh well. i talked to him last night and he told me i need to get my game going so i dont lose the bet... so i dont know if he was saying it about him or about me and soemone else.. idk whatever love makes me sick!
All night I lay awake,
Cause it's to much to take.
Dreaming about the love that we could make.
All day I think of schemes,
To get you next to me.
I want you so bad that I can barely breathe...
love ya guys
<3 K.K
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[Jan. 12th, 2005|08:29 pm] |
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well i havent wrote in this thing in like so long but yah alot has happened last saturday i hung out with jessica and alex of course and umm david met us out by the beach... and i've kind of always had a crush on him ever since the 2nd tiem i saw him and yah we kinda expressed are feelings... haha it was kinda weird because of the guy rule with friends how " your not supposed to date your bestfreinds Ex or almost boyfriend " well yah i definetly broke that rule kind of but im not dating him im just making outwith him for now... yah its strange because ive always been able to talk to him about stuff and he got me through my whole chris situation...and yah one night me and him were just oking around about going out and i thought nothign of it but i guess i was the only one really joking or eh was tryign to figure out if i like him or soemhting.. im not sure but neways chris came over my house yesterday and was like i've been thinking about you ever since i kind of pissed you off and i cant stop picturing me and you together... (what the hell CREEPY!) so i was speechless and then hes like soo would you forgive me nad go back outw ith nme im like well no cuz i dont have feelings for you and you've hurt me WAY to much for all that and plus im talkignt o david..so yah i was so proud of myself i actually am officially over him! woohoo evryone be proud... OMG i want a boyfriend! being single is too confusing should i ask david out???
<3 ya |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|12:39 am] |
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<td>You are a hoe.
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Most Compatible with: Toilet Paper, and Toenail.
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[Jan. 1st, 2005|02:50 am] |
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well hmmm these past 2 days were crazy! First the other night i was on the phone with david
for like 3 hours.. talking about who knows what... hes really cool to
talk to like hes the only guy i can actually have a convo with... cuz i
mean chris attempts to but
the only time we actually talk about stuff is when were talking about
us and whats gonna happen in the future and crap but the past couple
days ive been trying to avoid him with the whole future talk... he
thinks he loves me but i dont think he does because i mean unless it
was love at first sight but i doubt that shit... but seriously i feel
really bad when he tells me he loves me and i dont feel the same way so
i dont say it back... he told me today that he would rather have me
back in his life for another week or two and if i broke up with him
again then be just friends for a while and then hook up or something...
and it made me sad because i feel like im the bitch cause i dont like
him in that way i dont think... but shit its not like i even know who i
like right now... so yah i dont know what to do about the whole travis
thing but the other night i was talking to david about who i should pick and he told me since travis never calls me and jeff doesnt
either that i should go out with soemone i do talk with alot or that i
can see alot..well before we were talking about that alex called him on the other line and was just like whats up and hes like nothing im just on the phone with michaela and shes like ohhh well tell her i said hi... and then when she got off the phone david
was saying how we should play a joke on her and tell her that we were
dating.. i was like uhhh... ok go ahead call her and have me on 3
way... then hes like no cause she'd be really pissed and not want to be
your friend and im like well i dont think she would care because from
what she tells me she doesnt like you anymore and shes talking to johnny so
then hes like nah i was like fine ill do it if you give me 5 bucks hes
like no forget about it and im like ok whatever.. then like later on george calls david and
is like hey come pick me up from work and then hes like want to come
wiht me to pick him up but of course it was late and i was like
uhh nah..cause im laying down all comfortable and stuff..then later he
calls me back and is like where do you live im by jessicas house were
coming over im like umm idk my address... cause the reason why he was
coming over was to beat chris' ass and i was like no its ok really... then we started talkign about travis and jeff AGAIN! and he asks george which i should pick and hes like why dont you guys go out i was SOOO speechless... so now evryone thinks david likes me but i told alex
i dont think so because im not really that attractive i mean i think
she looks way better then me and he still is hung over on her at least
i think so! so then tonight i called david and he came over to alexis'
house cause we were bored and babysitting and the kids were asleep i
couldnt believe he actually came all the way out her though... but i
dont know what i should do now???...i need help... im so confused!
tomorrow im babysitting again but instead im gonna be at the DonCesar
because soemone at my moms work asked if she knew of anyone who was
available and she was like uh yeah my daughter..and then she called to
ask me and i found out its from 6:30 to 11:30 and im making 20 bucks an
hour... shit thats like 100 bucks! for one kid thats some good money
right there... so yah its finally a new year and my resolutions are...
- f igure out who to choose
- actually get over chris
- starvation diet
- have more FUN
- go to more parties
- fall in love
arent these great resolutions???...i think so well... HAPPY NEW YEAR!
<3 Kay Kay
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|03:33 pm] |
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hey guys well yah alot has been happening lately the other day chris wrote me this letter and it was like i know i messed up really bad but i wish we could fiux it all or go back in time so then i was depressed about that but i finally told chris today that we should just be friends and hes like soo cool with it i was like thank GOD! and then i got to see TRAVIS the other night omg does he have soft lips or what? lol well yah i like him so much bcuz he can just sit with me and hold hands and we just talk instead of making out all the time like when i was with chris..so i think its finally all gonna work out! yay!.. but i still have to figure if i want to still get to know jeff..but thats not that big of a deal...but yah last night me, lex, and alex went to baywalk to see oceans 12... then we went back to my place and went out on the porch ooh fun times man.. chris was like all sad and crap but its all over so.. thats good.. ugh were goign to arigatos now im gonna be so sick after...lol i really dont want to go back to school but then again i do cuiz i ahve all new clothes but still shoot.. at least i get to see all my totally AMAZING freinds and ALYSE is finally coming! yay! i love the song KONSTANTINE its so good...
much love
Kay Kay |
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| lalalalalalala |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|11:05 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | maroon 5 she will beloved | ] |
ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ
now i know my abcs next time wont you
sleep
with me?
haha so funny..i accidently said that to Eric..haha or did I??..lol |
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[Dec. 17th, 2004|04:59 am] |
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im so tired and im leaving in like a couple hours..for my cruise..woo...ehh well yah i spent the night at jessicas and the whole time she was with dan i was thinking about me and ******...but yah oh well it probly wont work out hopefully ill meet some people on this cruise but i mean i doubt it..and oh yah i think i got sick this is just great!..sooo
X. Starting time: 7:18 am
X. Name: Michaela
X. Nicknames: Kay, K.K, Kayla, Toast(dont ask..), and uhh bitch of course
X. School: St. Pete Collegiate High School
X. Eyes: brown
X. Height: 5'8
X. Siblings: 3 that live that live wiht me..then theres like 14 more on my dads side
------HAVE YOU EVER...------
X. Helped somebody cheat?: of course me and lex in gero..duh
X. Missed school b/c it was raining: yep last year
X. Set any body part on fire for amusement: nah
X. Kept a secret from everyone: yep when i was with chris..MISTAKE!
X. Had an imaginary friend?: uh yeah of course i love BOB
X. Wanted to hook up with a friend: duh hasnt evry1
X. Cried during a Flick: yep titanic
X. Had a crush on a teacher: cant say i have
X. Ever thought an animated character was hot: no
X. Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the Block tape: no but i did own pajamas
X. Prank called someone: yep
X. Been on stage: no
------FAVORITE------
X. Shampoo: dove it smells great
X. Colors: pink, black, yellow
X. Day/Night: def night
X. Summer/Winter: summer i hate the cold
X. Online Smiley: :-D.. but in gummy bear mode of course
------PEOPLE------
X. Known the longest of your friends: uhh lex if she counts
X. Name your best friend(s): alexis, jessica, alex,
X. Who's the shyest: jessica well not really..i guess none
X. Who do you go to for advice: all of the 3
X. Who do you cry with: mostly all
------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS------
X. Cried: yep over the whole chris thing and travis
X. Cut your hair: no
X. Worn a skirt: of course who do you think i am
X. Been mean: duh
X. Been sarcastic: yeah
X. Missed someone: yeah travis
X. Hugged someone: travis, and chris in the same day uh..oh
X. Fought with your parents: actually no..surprising?
X. Wished upon a star: neh
X. Laughed until you cried: yeah evryday at school with cassie
X. Played Truth or Dare: no
X. Watched a sunrise/sunset: yep
X. Went to the beach at night: yeah last night
X. Read a book for fun: no
X. Ate a meal: yeah unless you ask cassie then she'll tell you NO
------MISCELLANEOUS------
X. Are you lonely?: yes
X. Are you happy: ehh kinda
X. Are you talking to someone online: nope too early
------DO YOU BELIEVE IN....-----
X. Love: yes
X. The Closet Monster: no
X. The Big Bang Theory?: no
X. Superstitions: it depends
------MORE MISCELLANEOUS------
X. What is your full name? Michaela Nicole Santos
X. Who named you?: my mother
X. Backstreet Boys or N Sync? neither anymore but Nsync
X. When was the last time you showered? like 2 mins ago
X. What was the last thing that you said online? love ya
X. What is right next to you: a table
X. What was the last thing that you ate? pizza
X. What is your favorite state?: umm florida i guess
X. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: idk
X. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: idk
X. How's the weather right now?: kinda chilly
X. What did you do last night?: went to the beach and thot about travis
X. Favorite hair color in the opposite sex: brown or blondeish
X. Pizza or ice cream? pizza
X. How do YOU eat an Oreo? dip it in milk
X. What do you want to be when you grow up? a lawyer
X. Favorite music?: rock and some times rap
X. Least favorite time of the year: fall
X. Did you notice that number 90 was missing?: there are no numbers
X. If you could change your name, what would it be?: idk
X. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: sometimes
X. Have you ever been in love? i think so
X. What will your first son's name be?: not sure yet come back to me on
that 1
X. Favorite drink?: hmm pina coladas?
X. Do you like scary or happy movies better?: scary
X. Lust or Love?: love all the way
X. Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: yes very much so
X. Do you want your friends to do this survey?: idc
X. When's your birthday? 7-4-89
X. How old will you be?: 16
X. Time done? 7:31 am |
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[Dec. 15th, 2004|11:40 am] |
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|01:11 pm] |
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What would you do if i gave you toilet paper for christmas?? |
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[Dec. 9th, 2004|01:35 pm] |
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KEVIN ELLIOTT IS GAY!!!
leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.
Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|01:08 pm] |
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OMG well yah i had an awesome weekend... friday night i went to uhh baywalk with lex, bobby, and eric... yah we saw uhhh the movie with peterpan or w.e i think its finding netherland.. yah thats it..lol then after the movie.. was so funny cuz eric found five dollars just stamping in the sand.. hahaha that lucky bitch...yah then sat i worked woohoo! what fun! i made $25.. then i went home went to sleep and then went to the rock and the rabbi wiht lex bobby eric howie lisa brittany( who i havent seen in like forever!) and then oh yah anthony and ugh my mom went too. but it was cool she didnt sit with me thnk god! haha i got a 80 on my chem essay! im finally getting the hang of scool work..lol..now aLL i have to do is manage to get at least a B on my exam..haha JOKE! that'll never happen.. but yah yesterday was totally AAWWEESSOOMMEE! i saw chris and yah.. (whole other story if ya wanna bout it ask me too long to type)..then i went to youth group with my COOLEST COUSIN EVER!...haha lex i was so scared when we got to williams park but it was cool once we got out all the homeless guys were really nice and crap...i feel so bad for the less fortunate!..haha me and lex are gonna do christmas caroling.. ehh..lol.. that ought to be fun! NOT! well at least i wont be there alone.. ugh tonight i ahve to go to this ronald donald thing for community service..its gonna suck i ahve to go from like 5 to 8...but w.e i gotta go to school so...
Michela( LEX I SPELT IT WRONG!)...lol |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|01:02 pm] |
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YES! its tueday... no more school till next monday...but yah the chem test is today and im probly going to fail... OMG i got the cutest bra ever last night its black and pink like omg..lol...haha LEX u should have stayed later and u wouldnt have had to wait for soo freaking long...lol...oh well..haha ERIC(pablo)like addrianna i think thats so cute... man evry1s hooking up these days...well yah im so glad LISA told me about the whole thing or LEX would be all depressed today...haha LEX has butterflies... yah ERIC needs to talk to me..cause hes like obsessed and he just met the girl...WOW...im really tired and bored.. i dont wanna go to school... but at least when i get out ill be able to see *****...yah...omg my mom told me last night that she was going to finally let me start driving...and there getting me a car... i cant wait this long for a car!!!...oh yah i had a dream that i was driving and i ran like 3 sluts over(no names)...but jess knows who i mean...or not...but yah then i woke up and yah im on here..woohoo!! NO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!....well i better get cramming for the chem test...that im going to fail...
~K.K~ |
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|12:20 pm] |
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WOW!!...this weekend was so AWESOME!!!...I hung out with Eric(SVEN),Eric(Pablo),Howie,...and Anthony...and i guess Bobby...bit that was mostly Lex...haha get em lex...that was so cute when you were laying together...We didnt sleep for like 30 hours straight...i was so hyper...except on sunday...Im so glad we only have 2 days left till vacation...no more Mr. A...ugh we have a test in is class tomorrrow...i better study...or else im gonna fail..the spanish test sucked ass today... yah that english test sucked too... i think i did really bad... but yah i think i know who i like...so hopefully he likes me... cause hes really awesome to be with and crap...
K.K or michela |
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[Nov. 19th, 2004|10:30 am] |
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thank god its friday... we dont have to deal with Mr A for a whole 3 days...lol... omg last night was so boring when i got home i found out i didnt have pink eye and i had to still go to school...but yah jessica thanks for picking me up yesterday i really appreciate it...love ya... omg i still didnt get my freaking starbucks today i was so upset... im really craving it... |
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|03:26 pm] |
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JESSICA IS THE BESTEST FREIND EVER!! thanks jess oh yah guys i think i might have pink eye... it sucks |
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[Nov. 17th, 2004|12:29 pm] |
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well yah today was another boring day like usual im sitting in math class cause my cd is gone... oh well... haha last night i tryed to get alexis to tell bobby her feelings but oh well it didnt work.. then she told me that her mom said Eric is hott...haha thats funny thats like whoa!... but yah today i have to go to the stupid soccer field and watch my brothers game...this sux ass! and also im def. failing chem and spanish but oh well Mr. A hates me anyways its not like it makes a difference...
and also the stupid spanish teacher hates me too she wrote the gayest crap on my report card..heelloo!!...im not freaking spanish! goodd!!... |
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[Nov. 16th, 2004|12:34 pm] |
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well yah im in math supposed to be doing it but o well i dont feel like it... this day sucks ass... i have to stay at school forever long... like till 6:00? wtf... last night me and julie and jess went out driving and yeah we went through the ghetto and i opened the car door and jess flipped out.. it was funny... but yah kimmi is so afraid of thrill hill she almost cried yesterday..haha kimmi.. |
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[Nov. 6th, 2004|09:32 pm] |
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Well i havent updated in like forever so i guess i will... since i've updated alot of shit has happened since i've been on here and yeah.. so greenberg definetly got fired/resigned whatever you people want to say... shit... i freaking hate the new teacher mr alandikar... hes freaking gay he expects us to memerize the freaking periodic table what the hell was he thinking... uhh not even the smart people are gonna do that crap... good luck to every1 who took that freakin test friday... i know i failed that shit... i left half of it blank at least i did my homework...ugh were getting our report cards monday im probably getting worse then last time but oh well ill try harder next time... well im so confused i think i like chris kinda but im not sure i mean he does have a baby momma and i dont want to get in to that baby momma drama shit... but yah today i worked alott!... first in the morning me and lexis worked the concession stand woohoo!.. 20 dinero right there... just for taking peoples money and getting them foood i could get used to that... then i went home and babysat my cousin jasons girlfriends kids.. man there the best well behaved kids i have EVER babysat for!... and i got payed more dinero for me... YAY!... yah well while i was babysitting the kids we went outside and i ran into chris outside and we like were talking and stuff and yah he was asking me all this stuff like if he ever even had a chance with me hes like i dont think so i was like yeah i was definetly thinking about it but since you like were confused about your sexuality and stuff i was thinking forget it!... but yah then when he asked me to give him a hug i totally felt something there... but i dont know what ... so yah if anyone possibly gary has any advice to help me out i would love it!... thanks guys... but yah hmmm what else oh yah im about to attempt to learn how to skateboard that should be interesting... my brother is gonna teach me i think... hopefully... cause i think that would be so cool if i knew how... im not sure why but w/e... omg gary your mom's going to kill you in your sleep cause you told her she was going to got to hell for nasty orange juice your crazy... thats funny... but yah im going to go...
my new official nickname form gary
KAY KAY |
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